have you ever felt like the bright shining sun is making fun of you? Showing you everything that you can't feel?

I do.

And no, it's not okay...

I just don't know what do anymore...

No more strength...

No more support...

amazing how drastically different this summer is...when compared to the last...

**broken**

this is the summer of a new, revamped xanga...

As I stare outside my window, I begin to think of life...and all that it entails...and the only thing I can think of is...change...life is change...the inevitability which we fear and that which we have to face...whether good or bad, pleasant or unpleasant, expected or rudely unexpected...change governs our lives...drives the future...it is here where we stand at odds with ourselves...we are at crossroads...and the road we take must be carefully observed...do u take the road that looks like a road of gold?...no rocks, no branches obstructing your path...or do you take the road less traveled by?...to wait for a profitable future...I guess in the end it doesn't matter because we will end up where we were meant to...and although at times it may not seem like it...it must be the right path....we have no control over it...but perhaps not having control is better than wrongly manipulating the control we have...

I write this not to preach...but more to believe it myself...

I know that everything will be okay in the end...because if its not okay, its not the end...it's just hard to believe sometimes...

Anyways, on a less tangential note...hope everyone is enjoying their summers..

*Live*Laugh*Love

Later Dayz